So encompassed by chemistry.

Is it possible to create the perfect world in your dreams?
Through lucid dreaming or something.. because that would be amazing.
There would really be no reason to get up and live though.. annnndd I'm pretty sure that's not a good thing OVERALL.
But heck, it would be cool !

Also, I looked up Felice Fawn and it turns out that I knew of her beforehand, when I was looking through anorexic tumblrs and found her actual blog by accident. [I do this weird thing where I look at this type of blog which actually reminds me to do things the healthy way-most of the time.]
She is very triggering and looks good in half the pictures (only half though) however I read a few posts from the countless pro and against blogs people have created about her and came to a few conclusions.
 1. She is no longer triggering when one reads like 50 posts about her and sees that she feeds off attention. That's really sad, she has no control of her life and that is the most off-putting thing about her. So while she is too skinny and what-not, that is all thrown out the window when you find out about the attention thing. (yes, I did just agree with her weight to a certain extent)
 and 2. I cannot fathom how people can become so obsessed with someone else. It's ridiculous. These people actually spend their lives online because they like her so much. Posting her whole life online doesn't help but its like, if she eats, they eat, if she goes to the bathroom, they go. It's so over the top and these people actually have just as little control over their lives as she does.
 Bonus point 3. Understandably, most of her fan base is also struggling with some sort of disorder, whether it's eating or not. Instead of being a positive role model, she helps to suck these helpless people into a bottomless pit which is incredibly hard to get out of. These people are just killing themselves by the thousands through lack of health etc. and she is a major contributer. Going to try and leave her name out of it if I decide to tell anyone about her. (Don't look her up JHD. Or at least don't think it's good, please.)


Which leads me to think, how different would we all be without the media's influence? There's a question to ponder.


au revoir. xo