THIS PERSON IS GIVING ME AN ANXIETY ATTACK OMG OMG OMG
I don't even know why. I mean we are friends and yet I am scared to see them for some reason and they are being desperate, eeeeeeep.

I need to stop answering their calls siudhfiudsf

P.S this isn't a super massive freak out like it seems to be ^

au revoir. xo

400th post, only feels right to do this.

I FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT 97% OF MY YEAR LEVEL. I JUST DID THE MATH AND THIS IS ACTUALLY VERY ACCURATE.
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_majkc0dTPl1qbf24xo6_250.gif

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Tonight I am going to lie in the park and look at the stars.
With someone or not, I do not mind, I just need to be with nature.

au revoir. xo

Picking up your phone in the middle of the night is never a good thing. Strangely, people don't call just for a chat, they throw some life-changing things in there too !

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The probability of three people making their minds up.
As you can see, there is a 12.5% chance WHICH IS FAR TOO LOW FOR MY LIKING !

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There's a reason why I shouldn't have nice things, I mistreat them.

Today I became the class scribe for english ie. writing on the whiteboard for everyone

Having said this, I have no idea why she choose me. I haven't read the book and yet somehow I am the top contributor in class discussions, what?

au revoir. xo

Secret to my 'body'? Ice-cream. So much ice-cream.

I look like a little snail :)

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Every morning I am gifted with the sight of people running to the bus stop.

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You gave me a rose, it was big and yellow and fragrant and it was the first rose I had ever gotten, thank you.

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I am never forgiving myself for this, never.

I am hurting you so much right now.
And I really can't do anything about it.
There is just more hurt and hurt and hurt.
And I really really don't like it.

This applies to two people.

au revoir. xo

I don't even care who sees me being sad.
I am because I am.
And I am no ones responsibility so kindly take your worries elsewhere.

au revoir. xo

ps I am so so close to making my blog private.

I am making EVERYONE feel like shit, I wish they all just forgot about me.

au revoir. xo

egh, I kind of like me today, even though this is a bit of a deceptive photo.

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I lost because I wanted to smash the girl, not the ball.
Almost did both lolololol
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You have taught me not to tell people about 'my past' because then it just clogs and clutters everything, so thank you :)

au revoir. xo

The heart sucks, the head makes sense. oh wait, no it doesn't.

They both suck.

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My head is such a mess right now and it really sucks for the both of us.
I don't know if you even read this blog anymore but I really needed you to just listen one last time, not tell me that I complain too much.
That's why I hate telling people anything, but I didn't think I would hear it from you.

It's okay, don't be angry at me, I am just lost in my own mind so I am just saying silly things.

au revoir. xo

I picked up my phone to text you so many times. To just say it will be okay, I'm here. But I didn't. Why lizzie?

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I still do not understand why you won't let me try to be perfect and respectable and good.
What's so bad about that?
What is so bad about being remembered nicely when I walk away?
Should I be visibly full of flaws?
I don't get it.

also, no one forces you all to even read my blog, and I don't know why you do, so don't blame me for the content

au revoir. xo

bye bye school

I wish I could just focus on school and actually do okay.
Instead I think about things, and love people -like kon
Thus abandoning all study, however most of the time I don't mind :)

au revoir. xo

I don't like most of you.
Blink and you're stabbed. Far out don't be so shallow.

au revoir. xo

When you apologise, don't say 'but'. There is no sincerity there.

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So she feels she will be forever alone because guys don't see her in that way.
I wish I could show her she is worth it all

au revoir. xo

I have no motivation to do homework, and my tutor just crushed any hopes for productive methods study.
This has been another homework-less night :(

au revoir. xo

I am becoming increasingly bipolar.
What an alarming observation.

au revoir. xo

P.S I am not telling anyone my end of year methods mark, so don't even ask.

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I really wonder how much this wifi hotspot is using out of my phone internet !!

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By turning my internet off, you stopped my chem study.
Great job.

Sometimes I feel overwhelmed with the volume of my music, but I really have no choice if I wish to actually study....

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So I plan on getting a summer job and working flat out
Legit, my summer holidays will be composed of holiday homework in december, beach, gym, seeing friend and working.
And this is what I need to save money for

• music concerts (mainly)
• clothes/formal if I decide I want a really expensive dress ad can have no other
• a new phone/iPad/laptop (the last two will most likely be in a few years because let's be honest, I am not becoming a prostitute for that kind of money)
• alcohol (lolololol shh)
• things my parents don't want to buy me
• BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR KONRAD/anyone else turning 18 whom I love
• yoga mat
• ROLLER BLADES !!!

So so materialistic, wow.

au revoir. xo

FANTASTIC NIGHT, SO MUCH FUN !(and copious selfies)

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This week is let's pretend lizzie doesn't have credit otherwise it won't last her the month week !
You can still call me though ;)

Credit usage recommences 22 October.

au revoir.

I can just imagine the horror on peoples faces as I eat my whole apple on the bus

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today's lesson

Even though you may think you have people figured out, or believe that over-thinking will lead to the answers. Sometimes it does not. Sometimes you just need to throw all logic and reason out the window to see what has been blatantly staring you in the face all this time. Often the answer lies where you would not expect it, and don't forget this. This is important. Keep an open-mind.

:)

au revoir. xo

sjfiudshdsuj I am not getting another tutor, topic closed.

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I love this class.

Going to pass out as soon as I get home, if not earlier.

I need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

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I am not doing nay work in this class, I don't even know why I am here.

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Tonight I was reminded why I do not like a portion of people in my year level.
It's because their pride is so far up their ass.
I really tired to word that nicely but that is how it is.

au revoir. xo

I am on facebook, talking to someone about things, on facebook.
Thrilling.

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I am on tumblr and this chick is 14, and she got pregnant after she had sex for the first time with her boyfriend (whom she loved) at a party (it was a dare -even better) and the condom broke.
So she is keeping the baby. You know why she didn't use the morning after pill? Because 'it messes up with your period'. Hmm....

This is a very crude post and I have not taken the time be all nice and consider perspectives so I do not offend anyone however I just do not care at the moment.

au revoir. xo

What bothers me the most is that some people are either too naive to even comprehend that so many people around them are unhappy or too caught up in social status to care.
I mean, I don't care how high up or low down you are in society (as in how well off), if I see that you need to talk to someone, I will help you.
It just infuriates me that someone wouldn't help another because they are 'scummy'. I mean it's not like I went incredibly out of my way to see them or anything, I just talked to them and let them know I was here and gave them another perspective. And this is funny to hear from someone who thinks other people are scummy when their school is worse off than bentleigh in the VCE scheme of things, not that I really care about that either.

au revoir. xo

This is how the house dwellers work.

Everyone is in a shit mood and angry at each other for reasons that are irrelevant to current life, Lizzie doesn't care and is 'happy'.
Lizzie is visible 'unhappy' for once, no one cares and participate on moronic behaviour.

Thank you all. Just be normal for once and stop thinking of yourselves. I don't mean drop everything and aimlessly try to talk to me, I mean just do your own thing and let me work and stop causing a fucking nonsensical ruckus.

And then my parents do this really awesome thing where they are suddenly friends and find ways to annoy me, lolololol.

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So I have a problem.

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince is on at 7:40.

Madagascar 2 is on 6:30-8:20.

I have seen neither.

WHAT DO I DO?!
I would rather not flick channels but waah cant miss out on half of either.

au revoir. xo

Seniors speeding on scooters.
Legit on the news.

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pressing life problem #4984
My asprin tablet won't fully dissolve in the half a glass of water it is supposed to :'(
Guess it's a super saturated solution ;)

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I'm not supposed to miss you or feel lonely.
My heart is ruling my head and it really sucks.

au revoir. xo


But alas, I hope to post no more things like this as I am not twelve.

I feel so saaaad :(

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That was a bittersweet ending :)
Just how it should have been.

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Am I supposed to be doing homework right now? lol yes I am.

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Mum asked me why there is still a whole cake in the fridge, guess tomorrow is cake day !

au revoir. xo

After a long night of sitting on facebook, tumblr and qoohme at once, I am off to bed, in dismay.
I really just feel like doing one thing right now but I can't.

au revoir. xo

I don't now when or where my exam tomorrow is so I am just going to rock up around 8 and hope for the best !

au revoir. xo

If you said you cared about my academics that would be the biggest lie.

Two more years max until I can be my own person !! wooop woooop

au revoir. xo