I need to keep working at a solid rate until next thursday, at which point I need to find something interesting to do seeing as my subconscious plan with someone fell through. I just want something to be rewarded with after so much work -if I actually go well that is.

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everyone is sad, stop being sad world.


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the world is a strange place today.

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new challenge

eat only things where you understand everything on the label. Or most things without it getting ridiculous.
Except yakult, that shizz is tasty !

Trying this until saturday 4th, after which date I have a lot of assessments so I need heaaaps of random food :P

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Those people who have judged me for 5 years are suddenly scared of being judged. They go out of their way to hold back because they strive for acceptance. Even more so than I. Interesting.
It is kind of ridiculous that you want to be accepted, but not for who you truly are, lol nice try.

Next time, don't judge me, ridicule me or gossip about me if you yourself are afraid of receiving the same treatment, hypocrites.

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Just a few little ramblings !

I have resisted eating confectionery for the past few days and discovered frozen berries and yoghurt :)
Today I cycled 10 minutes straight without stopping or dropping gear which is harder than it sounds, I also ran 6 minutes straight at a pretty fast speed on the treadmill (plus it was on an incline, because running float is dumb). I know it's not much but its more than nothing. And hey, I've got to start somewhere right?
Hmmm... and I have discovered two blisters on my hands -.-"
My english oral is so bland, it's as dry as a desert and hopefully I can get some help with it tomorrow or it will be the most boring speech I have ever given. Hmppff.
I also need to return some shampoo, a lighter and $20 which I'll hopefully remember to do !
Oh yeah, and remind like 5 people that 24/7 money is due tomorrow !!

And right now I feel like sleeping, or watching tv and relaxing but no, I need to finish off this thrilling speech and then write endless amounts of methods notes, LOVE LIFE !

This has been a useless post.

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Looking at cameras makes me so happy :)

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So I'm always in a mess with school work because of one of two reasons.
Either I get more homework than others, or my time management is off.
Well, clearly you know that I don't get more work than others so I don't even know why that's an option, or it's time management.
Maybe it's the fact that I get home late everyday and have to sleep to avoid my family and because I won't be able to sleep peacefully if I go to bed early because it's kind of hard when you're not in a silent environment.
Maybe it's because people ask me for help and I do not put them second to myself, it's a flaw but I cannot change that.

I don't really think suggesting reasons why I keep flunking is necessary. Obviously I KNOW WHY THAT IS AND SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE.
But I do put effort in and I'm just so sick of underachieving all the time.

Today I read up on the prac we were doing for chem because I wanted to complete it correctly for once. I even planned not to work with some people because I knew they would do nothing. But alas, they promised they would do work. They did not, they KNEW I wanted to go well but them giving a shit about that was on a level of about zero.
And then the teacher yelled at us for stuffing up the prac and I swear she said 'you failed it' at least ten times.
You wanted to redeem yourself, well done Lizzie.

and if I am moody or silently breakdown tomorrow and you just don't give a fuck then don't talk to me, don't hang with me at break times, don't be around me so that I don't end up bothering you with my 'drama', it's not hard. Just fuck off in the other direction thanks.

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I am like an irritated bowl of soup.

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So many of my friends are unconsciously homophobes, eughh.

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I'm against animal abuse.
I also felt like a pedophile when I searched Toddlers and Tiaras, which made me feel uncomfortable.

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you're all living in a bubble.

People need to be more open-minded. Accept that there is a possibility that all the conspiracies are real, that religions are correct, that there are gods, that there is life beyond us, that aliens built the pyramids and the Illuminati exist.
Also, on the point of the Illuminati, if it's such a secret and developed group, then how do we even know it exists or some of he people in it? Hmmm...
I'm not saying all of this is true, because clearly none of these have been proven, or dis-proven with definite accuracy. I'm just saying that it would be naive of us to dismiss all of this just because to us, it is not certain.

au revoir. xo

P.S For some reason I am typing like a dyslexic, so it took me a while to correct it all :P

emotionally eating... muesli.

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If I was a smoker, I would have to resort to using matches by now because my fingers are all sore from using my lighter so much in the past few days.

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Maybe I should start some homework some day soon....

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I feel a little angry and disappointed in myself that I still continue to eat sugary and unhealthy foods as late-night snacks.
I need to buckle down and eat cleeaaaan ! :)

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I give people permission to kiss me on the cheek on my birthday because that is cool and, yeah.

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oh gosh, I hope I went alright in my methods sac.

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I want to have a girl.
I would make her feel like the most precious thing on this planet.
I would treat her like a princess, but I'd have a boy first so that she would be protected.

Something I myself, have not experienced.

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More than anything I wish I could help this one person.
Help them in such a way that they were happy, in the entirety of the word.

Happiness is the best thing one could have. I mean, love yeah but if you're happy, everything is great and you are probably in love too. Anywho, this person deserves it in my eyes and it would just make my world ( :O ) if they were happy. Yeps, that's how much it means to me.

This actually applies to three people, and none of them are less important than the others.

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Not to sound vain, but when I go to reblog off fiends, 90% of the time they've already reblogged it off me. True story.

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methods is not my thing. Sadly, VCE is.
I will be using the first person I come across after my sac as a tissue, form a line.

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bow down, food.

Today I ate so much foodies.
There was salmon, and a selective range of cheeses and chicken and just all this random as stuff !
I also did not attend the gym.
So, instead of writing it all in and adding up how many calories and protein and all that other 'important' stuff there was, I just ate it and didn't care. :)
Like wow, ate without writing *sinsinsinsinsin* jokes, no !
Yeah, I am trying to be healthy and what-not but I didn't go to the gym today which is fine because I have been tired recently due to strenuous events planned with friends that went for days.. kind of like a bender, but not (actually, pretty close to a spend-a-lot-of-money-you-barely-have-on-food bender).
So anyway, there was really no need to write anything in, who cares what I ate, or how 'bad' it was? I felt like eating it, so I did !

Now that school is back I will try to actually stick to a healthy lifestyle but that most certainly does not mean that I need to monitor EVERYTHING, ALL the time ! :)

And now I am off to eat a twix because I CAN and I'll work it off at some point in the future, and I will not wake up resembling a whale tomorrow, and if I do, that's fine too because that's all part of life. :)

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Today I was taught that the world is a truly beautiful place.
I was shown beauty in things I would not expect to find it, shown that I had been blinded by my mudane eyes and forgotten about all the places that each and every one of us take for granted.
I like opening my eyes in such a way, I shall try to make a habit of doing so more often :)

I don't know, I think I changed today, in a nice way. I just realized that I want being close-minded about everything and found a new perspective which shall be interesting to explore.

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Something interesting happened recently, I was accepted into an advice network on tumblr. Yeah, I know you might think it's silly or whatever, but I like it. I like the fact that I can help more people outside those that I actually know ! :)
It's nice to see that I can make someones life better in some way.

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9:20/10:45

I was craving another city adventure this morning but then after breakfast/brunch which turned into lunch...4 hours later... A local adventure was just as good, if not better ! :)
I like chilled days like these :)

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nostalgia kicks in :)

I had a really good day today, spent it in the city with one of my best buds (hehehe find the keyword)
and we bought yummy yummy crepes with salmon and tiramisu and chai latte and it was so chill and a little bit of an adventure seeing as SOME of us are not familiar with melbourne transport ! So I guess the oracle was right, it was an adventure !
I have also learnt that SOME people are not very good at holding umbrellas and one can easily control them with an umbrella and steer and make them your puppet, tehehehhehee

But it was a nice surprising day :)

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Legitimately the extent that I can stick out my tongue.

Despite how the photo looks, I wasn't trying to look nice :P

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this has been a people appreciation post.

I honestly don't know if I'm getting better.
But I like to feel as if I am. :)

Thank you to all the unknowing friends who call me just to chat and make my day, make plans with me, refer to me as their family, take me out when they know I'm not feeling social, hug me throughout class and make me giggly unintentionally, ask me how I am all the time, show me they care.
But most of all, thank you to that one person that has been with me throughout everything. Who has not left my side and listened to all my dramatic times, always made me feel needed, hugged me for hours and just cuddled (and even slept) with me despite wanting to do more thrilling things, kissed me because they can, cooked for me knowing that I am fully capable to do so myself but prefer them, given endless compliments knowing that I won't accept them, believed in me and my dreams, messed around like sillys with me, accepted my many quirks, stuck around despite me constantly pushing them away and loved me like no other.

Although we no longer send each other long essays about how amazing the other person is, that's okay. Because we have grown together beyond the point of speech. We know how the other feels about the other, we know that the little things go appreciated.

I actually love him more than I, myself understand sometimes. He means more than the world to me. I wake up thinking about him, go to sleep thinking about him and he's always in my mind in between. Although he may not be societies example of  'perfect' for a number of unknown reasons, he is perfect to me and that's what counts. Our love was quite unlikely. We both moved and we weren't even in the same social groups, let alone talk like friends for years before. We just popped into one another's lives I guess, and haven't left since.
Some people go through life, heartbreak after heartbreak and yet I have found my prince charming in one go, I wasn't even looking, how lucky.

He is perfect, the boyfriend one can only dream of, the one I didn't think could exist. To this day I cannot believe we are still together. I mean, because of me. Because I'm such a mess and such an individu-al (emphasis on the al). But none the less, he is here and I doubt I could ever leave him just like that. Even if our lives took different paths, or our friends changed. I mean, it would be madness to let so of something so special, such a little gem when you know there is nothing better out there for you. Knowing that you would regret this for the rest of your life, and that you too, would be one of the many people who fall into heartbreak.
I don't know, call me naive because I'm so young but this is just how my mind is, and how I feel. And in this moment, I am certain of how I feel, so whether or not I look back in some years time, right now this is what I want and it's the best thing I can imagine.

au revoir. xo

I could hear the orchestra starting, I miss those times so much.

But then I remember that it's not worth it and that's the only thing that keeps me away.

Funny, I'm in a good mood tonight...

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no make up !

Always, ALWAYS with the lazy eye.

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vampire delights

Legitimately some of the questions on the blood donor form, hmmm...

Irrelevant but I also just had a conversation with someone, and neither of us knew who the other was O.o

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so many underlying meanings, clearly.

why do they play just the one Dead Letter Circus song on radio? why why why why.

Anywho, dream of the day !
I found myself and one other on a boat. I mean, one of those little boats that are attached to a large ship such as a cruise liner (this one resembled more of a military style but that's not really important). So we were sitting down and as the other person was moving over some rope, I noticed there was some (human) blood as they took no care and sat right in it.
Moments later, we heard a helicopter so we started to scream as loud as we could and flair our arms about (now that I come to think of it, helicopters make a lot of noise, how on earth would they even hear us?)
Then a rescue boat arrived (just looked like a normal boat) and we were instructed to swim over to it which was about 20 metres.
When we got there however, they suddenly claimed they didn't have enough space for two people even though they clearly did. But we didn't argue. (Oh yeah, so the aim was to get away from the large ship as soon as possible -guess it was going to blow up or something equally as disastrous)
So from this little ship we swam to the big rescue one (seriously, it was just normal people) and once we got onto it, some man was like, "Congratulations, you just swam 320 metres". Now, let's just get a few things straight, I just swam an extra 300 metres with ease, and I am not a strong swimmer in real life, hmmm...
This is where the somewhat strange part comes in. We knew these people and this man who was congratulating us seemed to be a close friend of mine. So close that at some point he started to hold my hand. I felt slightly uneasy about this so I just tried to make sure no one else saw.
Then we got back to land and appeared at school which wasn't running so I guess it was a weekend. This man turned out to be a teacher...... he was in his 30's............ I don't know what was going on there but I kept letting go of his hand (at school) as he kept grabbing it (in a nice way) because I'm pretty sure that's not too legal so hmmmm....

Oh and ps, I am most certainly not into any 30 year olds, the only guy I am into is 17 (and a half-almost) :)
just in case assumptions were forming ^^
I wasn't going to share the last part but I decided to document it.

I also had another dream which was located in Myer and a few friends of mine were there, and they were under the influence of drugs (lol) and I was bringing them water like the great friend I am (woke up, and realized dehydration doesn't occur with that drug, heh, it worked fine in the dream though, pheww)
At some point Grace turned up but I kind of waved her away (I was being friendly in that moment :P ) and then kon and oli appeared and I gave him a little kiss (twice) and then had to get back to finding these friends of mine who conveniently kept moving around.
And here's the strange part, one of the guys was someone I follow on tumblr, but I'm pretty sure he's gay in real life but none the less I thought he hated me at the start of the dream, but it turns out he just wanted to take drugs and I was unintentionally being a human obstacle by talking to his friends.

There was also ANOTHER dream, in an alley way but I do not recall that one.

au revoir. xo

P.S I am listening to "pursuit of happiness" by Kid Cudi :)

I should make this for breakfast tomorrow !
Probably wont happen but I like to hope.

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miss grumpy pants signing in !

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yes yes yes yes yes I have free facebook and foursquare on my phone :D
and on the bill it only shows up as 'social networking' so that's good :)

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P.S I REALLY NEED TO MAKE THOSE PANCAKES NOW !

gym gym gym gym that's all I hear you say !

Just came back from my second spin class !
Right from the beginning I was already dying from where the seat comes into contact with my temple (ie. my body, because 'my body is a temple'). However once I got into it, I could barely notice which was good :)
During the first spin class, my base gear was 1 (doesn't get any lower folks), my first gear was about 3, second gear was about 5 and top gear was about 11.
Today my base gear was 8, first gear was 11, second about 15 and top gear was 18/19 !! :) (and I was barely ever on base gear, about 3 minutes out of the 45min class)
Now I don't know, maybe it was the bike but it felt pretty good to look at the gear and be able to turn it up that much. If it was the bike, then none the less, massive confidence boost ! (This now explains how the middle-aged man next to me in the last class was on base gear 11)
I was also going to do a yoga class but dad was driving past and I wasn't too fond of walking home so another time perhaps :)

I know my gym routine isn't very effective and I may be judged or scrutinized by whoever, however I am putting effort in, I am actually going to the gym for whatever exercise and I am proud of myself for that :)
Proud that I am doing something to change what I don't like, to feel better about myself.
As soon as I feel comfortable in the gym, I will do more effective things to get faster results, however I am happy to just find my feet at the moment :)

Gone are the days of not eating properly, because I much prefer to be a little more 'human-sized' than what the scales may say. Because yeah, I'm a slightly different composition but at least it's healthy ! And I can walk around with a smile on my face, confidence in my belt (do people even carry things in their belt?) and I am not putting myself at risk ! :) Oh yeah, and eat food which I'm rather fond of !

On another note, I have the worst neck cramp. It's at the front, to the side. You know when you turn your head and you can feel that muscle sticking out if you touch it? Bingo, ouchies !!
Actually not gym related though, I think I slept in a funky position.

anywho, I am going to make pancakes for breakfast (mum wanted them, I swear !)

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busy bee

I have had an ingenious idea.
Seeing as I love organising my days, I have taken to writing everything into my google calendar ! wooh :)
Now I don't have to stress about remembering what I'm doing and can actually use the line, 'let me check my schedule' !

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I suddenly want to buy a leotard with 3/4 sleeves.
Maybe in a few months :)

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Last night I dream't that I was looking at the sky and there appeared to be some sort of black spot in front of some clouds. So logically, I got my friends gun out (one of those long barrel ones) and shot what I thought was a spider in the clouds. It then split up and more little specks appeared and I began to doubt they were spiders... A short time later, I was relaxing at home and some arab man arrived (not discriminating, that's what he was) and asked if we heard the shot or knew anything about it. I sensed danger so I bit my tongue. Turns out, I was shooting at the elephants travelling with the government man (you know, the leader) through the clouds (all pretty secret on their part if you ask me) and accidentally killed him. Whoops.
This is what the elephants looked like though:

T'was a very cool dream :)

Find the song reference.

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One of my best friends likes other people more than me, lolololololol.

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Today I spent the day with my bestest friend !
We didn't do heaps, but it was so good :)
We chilled and laughed and messed around and just acted like friends together.
It was different to all the other times because we were just so silly and giggly and made up words such as 'geg' and then denied it and ahhh :)

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Finally have internet and credit on my phone, wooh !
Except there is like zero space on the phone so I have to wait for my 32GB memory to arrive -.-

au revoir. xo :)

P.S  I am having a conversation with my dad who is pretending to be customer service seeing as we have unlimited calls between us ! He sounds like a telemarketer and it is the funniest thing ever !
Oh, he's in the next room.

First spin class down, 3849545 to go !

aghhh, well as a wise friend once said, "It can only get easier". Yeah, maybe next time my face wont look like a roma tomato !

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Hardly my fault if Adam Levine is so aesthetically pleasing.

But kon, omgomgomg. :)

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This mofo is going to maroon 5, damn straight !

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Catching four buses in the rain is just my kind of fun.
And now that I'm home, I can begin work, again.

Jokes I'll watch a horror movie and mope about how much I miss certain people.

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PROMISE I'LL GO TO BED AFTER I DO THIS !
ooh surprise visit to kon seeing as I have not talked to him but I want to see him :p

• 1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say... I LOVE YOU TOO BABYCAKES !
• 2: Did you get to sleep in today? Hmm.. I guess you could say that. HAven;t been sleping well at all these past few nights though.
• 3: You never know what you got until you lose it? Not always.
• 4: Do you have siblings? Yeah my brother Ben who lives overseas, duurr.
• 5: How many kids do you want? Around two, I cannot just have one and make them experience being an only child.
• 6: Who was the last person you held hands with? My lover, konrad :) (that made me smile)
• 7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss? I didn't really feel like being a human giraffe in that moment.
• 8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care? If I know them as well as I hope, yes.
• 9: Last person to talk on the phone? milleeee H !
• 10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone? ahahhahaha people always watch, it's so creepy. But it was in private, so I hope now O.o
• 11: When’s your birthday? august nineteeen
• 12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? kind of, but we've kissed so many times that they all just add up to one amazing feeling :)
• 13: What kind of phone do you have? HTC wildfire/no-credit-EVER-phone
• 14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? trackies :'( only at home though, only at home.
• 15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago? definitely. I don't know if it's for the best or not but I am who I am.
• 16: What were you doing at 4 am? sleeping like a normal person.
• 17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? hmm... depends on what, making it up on the spot, probably a speech because it's understandable if i's bad :P
• 18: Are you lying to yourself about something? yes, but aren't we all?
• 19: Last night you felt…? I can't even remember, not too good.
• 20: What’s something you cannot wait for? University, all the happy times :)
• 21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different? durr
• 22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night? the normal amount-ish?
• 23: Are you a morning or night person? NIGHT.
• 24: What did you get your last bruise from? konrad ;) heheeh we were play fighting/I was attacking him
• 25: Do you reply to all of your texts? If I have credit
• 26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? lol at my phone.
• 27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? nope, on my doorstep in the night :)
• 28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with? I guess, but I'm fine without doing so, so it's not really bothering me
• 29: How many months until your birthday? two two twoo (point five)
• 30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? bread I guess, or just the spoon it's on. Joking, I don't eat spoons.
• 31: Did you like this past summer? Hmm.. I guess I did, my memory is dead at the moment
• 32: What were you doing before you got on the computer? talking on chat and watching castle
• 33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do? look at them and wonder who they are and how they got to be on my bedside table.
• 34: What is the last thing you said out loud? I laughed, maybe?
• 35: Your mood summed into one word? bipolar.
• 36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey? yeaaah, being a social little critter online.
• 37: What are your initials? eb eb eb, they're actually eob.
• 38: Are you a happy person? I am, just my mind isn't all the time.
• 39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago? Yes, and kiss them and... BAKE with them :P
• 40: Where do you want to live when your older? IN a city apartment for a little while and somewhere else intriguing.
• 41: Have you had your birthday this year? non
• 42: What did you do yesterday? methods, great time being social with people and i actually cannot remember.
• 43: What will you be doing tomorrow? SLEEPOVER (kid you not, big deal for I) and seeing koooonnn
• 44: How late did you stay up last night? not too late, maybe 1ish?
• 45: Is there anyone you would do anything for? yeah, konrad.
• 46: Is it hard to make you laugh? nopee, I laugh at silence !
• 47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends? some can, some it hurts too much and some aren't worth it.
• 48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again? these questions, I swear.
• 49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012? numero uno.
• 50: Do you wish your ex was dead? yeah, because they existed and all... But to wish one dead is a terrible thing.
• 51: Have you ever dyed your hair? chamomile tea and lemon count?
• 52: Would ever take back someone that cheated? depends.
• 53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable? I spent it with kon while we did god knows what until seven am :)
• 54: Bet you’re missing someone right now? yeaah, same little munchkin
• 55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo? kill me, disown me, cut it out?
• 56: Sleep on your back or stomach? both, then I switch to both sides and roll around like a maniac.
• 57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be? Overseas. Somewhere nice.
• 58: What would you change about your life right now? my family, but that's only right now
• 59: Has anything upset you in the past week? heh
• 60: Are you on the phone? non
• 61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back? Back, definitely back.
• 62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car? cash, I have no real use for a car but I can be smart with my money AND BUY PRETTY THINGS :D
• 63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? eheheh high as a kite kiddoo
• 64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? I believe so, but for a moment.
• 65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework? I'm a real rebel so yeah.
• 66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home? out out ouuutt !
• 67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up? yeap, not that anyone texts me, but it's nice to hope.
• 68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone? yess, 6 hour conversation to one of my best friends in adelaide :)
• 69: Could you use some sleep right now? yeah I could, have to get up soon but ehhh.
• 70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18? SURE HOPE NOT.
• 71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you? It's their business but if it regards/affects me then I rather they didn't.
• 72: What’s your favorite color? bluee :) Hence my untouchable wall !
• 73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked? yess, it was swell, but strange sleeping arrangement to say the least.
• 74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand? Most likely, because
• 75: Do you get annoyed easily? Not to the extent that it affects me, and not at my friends/boyfriend.
• 76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you? yess, it's flattering although pointless seeing as I have all I need :)
• 77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to? Almost. However I cannot be an individual if someone knows ALL my secrets (they're not that grand anyway)
• 78: Does anyone call you babe? as a joke
• 79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? three-ish
• 80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand? relationship, I'm a romantic.
• 81: What color hoodie did you wear last? brown, leather, because I'm classy.
• 82: Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore? Yeah there is, but nothing I can do so I shant dwell.

 I PROMISE TO TRY AND BE AS GENUINELY HAPPY AS POSSIBLE TOMORROW ! :)

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whatever choices I make, I'm always letting someone down, abandoning them.
I feel so bad for putting myself first if I ever do, to think that I could leave someone for a second and think of myself before them, especially when they need me.

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My oldest friend :)

P.S my eyes always go all weird in photos O.o

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watching rosemary and thyme with my spooning buddy :)

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smiles

hint: there are no happy faces.




au revoir. xo

Everyone is allowed to have fun other than me. All I do is work. work, work, work.

Seriously, fuck everything.

au revoir. xo