I wanted the world to know, so refer to the tumblr link. (:
http://theroadthatleadstonowhere.tumblr.com/post/10769914626/confessionsofalunatic
au revoir. xo
Thursday, 29 September 2011
Wednesday, 21 September 2011
My little frankenstein.
I've decided to help a friend. No, not as in the let-me-hold-this-for-you kind of help, but a lifestyle change.
He was having a hard time with something in his life and smoking was the way out, sadly.
I had been trying to make him stop for a while now however I found that my words of 'extreme encouragement' fell on deaf ears.
So now, we have a deal. I'm going to help him quit. One drawback, he's not trying the gum and the rest of the 'mumbo jumbo'. To be honest, that's such a cute saying !
But here's the really sad part. He ran up to me at school today. Yes, that's right. Ran. So anyway, he had the biggest smile spread across his face while he said, "So Liz, are you really going to help me?" That made me feel really sad. It showed me how much he really wanted this, but didn't know how to help himself. It's odd to think that people who appear quite masculine on the exterior still need our help. I also can't believe that I was the one that finally told him I would help him to get better. There are in fact many people who are much closer to him that didn't even think of stopping him.
He's really excited now. And I don't joke when I say that he said, "Thank you so much ! If it works I'll actually do anything for you." Wow, looks like I have quite the job on my hands!
But its okay, because I shall not give up untill I have tried EVERYTHING to help him, to see a new person full of new opportunities in life and more years to live.
In a funny way he will be like my little frankenstein. (:
Looking forward to it! Now, if only he would agree to waking up earlier than half an hour before school starts so that I could actually talk to him about this.
au revoir. xo
He was having a hard time with something in his life and smoking was the way out, sadly.
I had been trying to make him stop for a while now however I found that my words of 'extreme encouragement' fell on deaf ears.
So now, we have a deal. I'm going to help him quit. One drawback, he's not trying the gum and the rest of the 'mumbo jumbo'. To be honest, that's such a cute saying !
But here's the really sad part. He ran up to me at school today. Yes, that's right. Ran. So anyway, he had the biggest smile spread across his face while he said, "So Liz, are you really going to help me?" That made me feel really sad. It showed me how much he really wanted this, but didn't know how to help himself. It's odd to think that people who appear quite masculine on the exterior still need our help. I also can't believe that I was the one that finally told him I would help him to get better. There are in fact many people who are much closer to him that didn't even think of stopping him.
He's really excited now. And I don't joke when I say that he said, "Thank you so much ! If it works I'll actually do anything for you." Wow, looks like I have quite the job on my hands!
But its okay, because I shall not give up untill I have tried EVERYTHING to help him, to see a new person full of new opportunities in life and more years to live.
In a funny way he will be like my little frankenstein. (:
Looking forward to it! Now, if only he would agree to waking up earlier than half an hour before school starts so that I could actually talk to him about this.
au revoir. xo
Tuesday, 20 September 2011
Fringe frenzy !
arrrrrrrgggghhhhh
erutvioenrutireoytviremtyercmnhverticvrstgyu5ytuiytrsl !!
now that I have expressed most of my rage I shall begin with the actual post..
Firstly, right now I should be doing my mass amount of assignments due tomorrow. I had motivation earlier, I swear! You know how you have those times when you think you're finally going to conquer those tedious homework tasks for once as go to bed at an acceptable time? Well, I had one of those moments today. Except as per usual, it also happened to be one of those times when I was in the middle of school and couldn't actual fulfill my motivation!
So then I came home and of course, poof* motivation lost. So after this post I shall battle it out with myself to get some work done.
So anyway, I am a completely shallow person and my life runs on my view of my appearance in the morning. I think I've mentioned this before but heck! I'll mention it again! If i feel good about myself in the morning my day will be good, if not....well, you understand.
So I mentally planned out that tomorrow would be a good day, or as good as it could be with the situations at hand. I even decided to look beyond the face that my face was at a debatable presentability and that i had like two hours of tennis after school and no time with the boyfriend. Whilst on that note, I haven't spent time with him for a while now.. Last Thursday was the last time I was with him after school, but even then it was somewhat strained! And I'll have you know that I was planning to chill with him this Thursday- literally only day until the 4th of October. I know, shit girlfriend that I am... busy busy. Wait a sec? Then why isn't my homework done? heh.
So back to the situation. I had planned to wear a cute little bracelet given to me by my best friend and one of the few rings that still fit my weirdly shrunken fingers. Oh yeah, and I was also going to use this awesome-smelling <side note, just found that I have cake on my skirt> jelly soap shower gel thing that my other friend got me for my birthday that smells like candy and makes people want to eat you.. So that was great, and then I was also supposed to get a haircut today, which I did.
Now now, it was only supposed to be a TRIM to get it back to how it was a month ago. WHY OH WHY WAS IT NOT?! I'm not joking, I have no idea what the lady was thinking. Before getting a fringe I promised that I would at no point have a short choppy fringe that makes me look like some kind of masculine lesbian.
I look like a masculine lesbian. Now don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that.. except that's not the look I was trying to achieve.
This is what it was supposed to look like:
Now, before you pass out from looking at this amazing person, it's no one special, just me. Or rather, it WAS me before my hairdresser decided to ruin my life for the next two months. Two months, you see that people? TWO MONTHS IS HOW LONG I HAVE TO WAIT FOR THIS NONSENSE! So that's, 8 weeks or about 40 school days until I look like a normal person again, LOOKIN' FORWARD TO IT ! -.-"
So anyway, I guess you want to know what it looks like seeing as I'm not going to wear it out until it grows to a decent length and I get it cut straight across, not this 'choppy' bullshit.
Oh yeah, forgot to mention something, she decided that I didn't want my mid-length bangs anymore even though I specifically told her that I did, thank and you.
So here's what it looks like now, I think... I'm actually not sure as I put it up in a braid the moment I got home!
erutvioenrutireoytviremtyercmnhverticvrstgyu5ytuiytrsl !!
now that I have expressed most of my rage I shall begin with the actual post..
Firstly, right now I should be doing my mass amount of assignments due tomorrow. I had motivation earlier, I swear! You know how you have those times when you think you're finally going to conquer those tedious homework tasks for once as go to bed at an acceptable time? Well, I had one of those moments today. Except as per usual, it also happened to be one of those times when I was in the middle of school and couldn't actual fulfill my motivation!
So then I came home and of course, poof* motivation lost. So after this post I shall battle it out with myself to get some work done.
So anyway, I am a completely shallow person and my life runs on my view of my appearance in the morning. I think I've mentioned this before but heck! I'll mention it again! If i feel good about myself in the morning my day will be good, if not....well, you understand.
So I mentally planned out that tomorrow would be a good day, or as good as it could be with the situations at hand. I even decided to look beyond the face that my face was at a debatable presentability and that i had like two hours of tennis after school and no time with the boyfriend. Whilst on that note, I haven't spent time with him for a while now.. Last Thursday was the last time I was with him after school, but even then it was somewhat strained! And I'll have you know that I was planning to chill with him this Thursday- literally only day until the 4th of October. I know, shit girlfriend that I am... busy busy. Wait a sec? Then why isn't my homework done? heh.
So back to the situation. I had planned to wear a cute little bracelet given to me by my best friend and one of the few rings that still fit my weirdly shrunken fingers. Oh yeah, and I was also going to use this awesome-smelling <side note, just found that I have cake on my skirt> jelly soap shower gel thing that my other friend got me for my birthday that smells like candy and makes people want to eat you.. So that was great, and then I was also supposed to get a haircut today, which I did.
Now now, it was only supposed to be a TRIM to get it back to how it was a month ago. WHY OH WHY WAS IT NOT?! I'm not joking, I have no idea what the lady was thinking. Before getting a fringe I promised that I would at no point have a short choppy fringe that makes me look like some kind of masculine lesbian.
I look like a masculine lesbian. Now don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that.. except that's not the look I was trying to achieve.
This is what it was supposed to look like:
So anyway, I guess you want to know what it looks like seeing as I'm not going to wear it out until it grows to a decent length and I get it cut straight across, not this 'choppy' bullshit.
Oh yeah, forgot to mention something, she decided that I didn't want my mid-length bangs anymore even though I specifically told her that I did, thank and you.
So here's what it looks like now, I think... I'm actually not sure as I put it up in a braid the moment I got home!
See what I mean now?
So just then I ran off to the bathroom to give the fringe a second chance, I blow-dryed it flat and decided...that it's too short, great.
Well, see you guys in a month (in reference to this topic) when I'll hopefully *fingers crossed* like my hair!
au revoir. xo
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