hey thigh gap.
yaaaaay, yipeeeeee legit legit woooo :)))

au revoir. xo

Honestly do not know why I just ate that avocado sandwich.

Hmm.. pretty pleased with that report !
Honestly thought it wouldn't be that good seeing as I put in less effort than last semester.

The majority of subjects and assessment tasks were A and higher, yaaay actually reaaaally pleased !! :)

And I was pretty close to getting A+ in psych AND physics

ahh I had nooo idea what was going on in this whole semester of physics and I went so well, yaaaaaaay :)

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TODAY IS GOING TO BE FANTASTIC !

I scored higher in humanities/arts/social sciences than everything else in the GAT.
Actually, funnily enough mathematics/science/technology was my lowest (marginally)

Isn't it funny how I already knew that? Knew that I am better at social sciences and even written communications and yet I still elect to do science?

It's okay, I'm still awesome at science, just more awesome at other things as it seems :P

au revoir. xo

damn, I am a little bummed about methods, oh well shouldn't get too hung up, it's not like I could have expected much better ! :)

au revoir. xo

I know most people's result who got above 40, mwahahahahahaha

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I wish I cared about my methods mark but I really doooonn't !
Tomorrow will either be 'oh.' or 'ohhhhh !'
Hoping it's the latter :)

oh, you don't check this blog anymore....

Six years ago I would never have thought that I would be hanging out with T, eating pies, playing mario (well..) and just generally chilling with those two while they SIT THERE AND SMOKE an assortment of things (-.-" hehe)It's funny how times change.

Actually if someone told me it would be like this I would probably laugh at them and think of how cool it would be if it actually did.

Social classes no longer exist, well they do but I don't care about theeemm !

au revoir. xo

It's so pathetic that I have to use this blog to communicate how I feel to you.
This was supposed to be my special place but everything is so fucked and I hate it all that.. idk.

I want to talk to you straight up without all that confusing bullshit you pile on me but ya know, that would be reasonable and reason does not exist anymore.

au revoir. xo

I hate you so much for taking the easy way out, how weak of you.

thank you for that riveting conversation.

woooow I feel like shit.

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I am too sad, life is mundane. Nothing is right, no one cares, you don't care, I'm still sad. Guess I am finally realizing the re-lack of friends, yay. I am still sad because of that other unmentionable thing, next week will be fun, not.

au revoir. xo

not even looking forward to tomorrow, or to waking up.
Don't you worry about me, I am not your responsibility anymore :( Live your easy life, sorry to have caused any inconveniences by being in it, whoops my bad, my fault again.

This is complete rubbish

I.. no nothing, it wont happen anyway.

Be safe tomorrow lizzie, try and not be careless, you're expecting guests, they would like to see you up and about and not on the ground like the fool that you are. You know you can be spontaneous in shitty ways but that is not what you should do. You know you don't care lizzie, but someone does I guess. I mean you don't see it, and people say they do but let's not find out just yet.

All these feels are wrong.

I'm just sad.

I'm not even excited for any ounce of the future. I honestly cannot think of a time I am looking forward to. *sigh*

goodnight world.

all alone again but don't bother your head about me. Think about your friends, your girlfriend, your boyfriend. I lost that title long long ago, well no but uahdsiudhfduifhsdng.

I hope no one reads this.

leaving my house today

au revoir. xo

I can feel my heartbeat through my headphones like a stethoscope.

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of all people, you are killing me.
how did it get to this?

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my hot pair of men's sun glasses that are wonky and recently found by a tree

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ready to go out and spend the day with.. myself.
hmm...

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Three solid hours later, 8 pages of ~1,500 words and diagrams, biology holiday homework is DONE!

Well not really, because I have to write it all out when I actually get a book but still pheewww

What a great way to spend the first day of holidays !

I will be accepting cash of $30+ for anyone who wants them, mwahahahhaha ;)

au revoir. xo

I opened this, it looked scary, so I quickly close it hoping I would never have to learn that. Phew, that was  a close one !

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Signal_transduction_pathways.svg

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Seriously, no one has bothered to get up so I am sitting here wasting my day.
Don't let me sleep and yet they don't get up, hmmmmm O.o

I swear if I had a car I would just go myself and everything will be dandy, I'm looking forward to that time !

au revoir. xo

I can't do any fucking work because you wont get out of bed and take me to buy them.
Do you do ANYTHING?!
You're so selfish. fucccckkk !!!!!!!!!!!

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definitely was not expecting myself to be doing all the sciences (all fours woo) and english as VCE !
It's going to be weird not having a maths, I kind of grew fond of methods but hopefully this will mean I can focus on the subjects I actually enjoy -yes, specialist I was not looking forward to you !

:) ahh I miss you squishy, I was kind of fond of your smile too :) Don't worry, I have faith we will be a-okay ! woooo :)

au revoir. xo

does your heart still skip a beat?

I miss just seeing your smile :)

au revoir. xo

gym gym gym gym gym gym
that's where I want to beeeee

well, I want to be on my bike and ride another 50 or so km however I need recovery time ! :)

au revoir. xo