I don't care what you people say but I am wearing a rubber band again so that I can remind myself tomorrow of how disappointed I am in myself. For every question I get stumped on, I'll look and see why, my wrist will tell all.
I will be reminded that no matter how hard I try, there will always be things in my way and I'll always be second-best, in everything. So hopefully, my poor marks will come of no surprise when we get them back, and I'll just look at my wrist and see why- another thing I can only be second-best in.

I can't wait for saturday night when I can just break down and sleep the whole of Sunday and avoid everyone. But first, I must fix another and keep my 'problems' to myself.

au revoir. xo