Morning ramblings !

I wonder to myself as I wake up, how would life be different if I was still living in Adelaide?
Obviously I wouldn't know all the melbournians and more importantly kon.

Would I be...happy? What would my friends be like? Would I be into the same things? Would I want to try the same things and buy the same clothes? How close would Gabs and I be?

Would I have a boyfriend? Considering how awkward I was when kon and I began going out, I doubt it. but I think to myself, I wasn't even looking for a boyfriend at the time, so how on earth was he attracted to me when I was such a freak? (Admittedly, i'm still a little freakish, but I keep that one a secret and mostly between us)

And to be honest I think it would be worse *shock horror*. I mean, because I am such a socially awkward person, everyone would know me and it would be difficult to change. I can say that I was definitely not like I am now when I moved. Starting two new schools has let me try out new things, be a little more confident each time.
I don't know, for some reason I imagine myself as being a superficial person... And I'm pretty certain that I would have like two friends, lolz. I already communicate to heaps more people than I thought I would, and I'm more open to meeting new people through others or just speaking to them in my daily life.

I don't know, I feel as if I would be this little insecure girl in adelaide, but I still wonder what it would be like. All the opportunities that I could have had. Maybe I could have a proper relationship with a least one of my parents.

au revoir. xo