I won't ever get an A in methods because I just suck at it, I just suck at maths and that is plain and simple.
No matter how much I try I don't go well, just worse.
It no longer interests me, maybe a problem here and there is fine, but I just panic and freak out when there is a whole bunch of them because I never get them right anyway and this is my 3/4 and I just can't bring myself to be obsessed with methods because it's just so boring and I have two other math-based subjects and coincidentally I went poorly on my physics test BECAUSE IT INVOLVED MATHS so everyone who got an amazing mark for their science exam such as A and above please kindly shut up be quiet about how sad you are because that is already better than what I can achieve so I really don't know why you're complaining. It's like everyone who doesn't get A+ is dying (because its just an A or a B+) or moderately happy if it's an A+ which is just plain ridiculous. It's a ranking so obviously you all can't go swell plus I don't know why you're breaking down right now when you've still got the rest of at least Vic to go against so shush.
Also, I know my calling is literature (oh la la hidden talent) and I would try so much for english-based subjects if I wanted to but there is no place for that in my life which also sucks but I'm not even going to try and pursue it.

#notsleepybutitsbetterthanmethodssoimgoingandthenwillmiserablyfailtomorrowwhichisntevenanexaggerationanymore

au revoir. xo