Thursday, 23 August 2012

I say this time and time again but the whole 'depression' thing frustrates me.
Not in reference to other people, I mean myself.
Like no, you are happy, that is how it should stay.
It's not like I am starting to feel sad again or whatever i'm just angry at myself for being so down in the past, for writing things that other people have to read (or rather choose to). Like some of the stuff in the various social mediums I am a part of, some of the stuff I read now -over a year later and it irks me how 'emo' I was feeling.

Arghhh I am all happy happy and the more I think about all that stuff, the more I steer away from it !
All the negative influences are now repelling me :)

In other news, I get to see my boyfriend tomorroowww !! :)
So shh he was away for one day but still, it will be nice :)
AND HE BETTER NOT GET ME SICK, THAT'S RIGHT KONRAD, YOU HEARD ME !!
no kissy kissy until you're all better and not contagious.

Also, something is up with my head and today was just a very exhausting day so I may end up sleeping all through tomorrow, and after school ! (soz kon, deal with it and cuddle with me :3)

au revoir. xo

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