I think that I was/am a major contributing factor to your food issue. I mean through my silly behaviours and calorie talk, it made you feel like you're not special enough or inadequate or whatever and got you hooked. And when I spoke of all that stuff I didn't really think how it would affect you, or how it could even and I mistakingly taught you things that only made it worse.  I'm sorry for that, for the struggles you now need to face as a direct result of that, I would take it back if I could but I can't so that sucks but I'll still be here to try and be the little bumblebee of health for you. (heart)

And I shall restrain from any unhealthy talk with you because that's not helping anyone.

au revoir. xo