I will not feel like this in the morning so it's okay. :)
When something bad happens it just seems to build up and up and up until it's utter chaos at which point it explodes and then cools down in like a week (hopefully). Then, the next time things are on a worse scale if that makes sense. So, right now how far is the situation from explosion? Has it already exploded? What is going to happen that is worse?
Which leads me to think, what happens when everything just gets sooo much worse? even though I don't want to think about how that will be. Normally, I just bounce back and come back stronger but what happens when it absolutely knocks me down? What am I supposed to do then? Right now, I have just lost feeling so what's next? It's inevitable and I'm really scared for that time.
I'm reaallllyyyy sorry konrad. :(
au revoir. xo
P.S It's like when I'm actually happy some of the time, the knock downs are so much harder than they used to be.
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