And it is more noticeable than it looks.
And that I am obsessed with keeping this wall looking nice (as kon will know) and I legit cried when the lady smashed the vacuum cleaner into my baby.
au revoir. xo
Friday, 6 April 2012
The monstrosity that my mother has created on my wall.
Please note that it is a dent as well.
And it is more noticeable than it looks.
And that I am obsessed with keeping this wall looking nice (as kon will know) and I legit cried when the lady smashed the vacuum cleaner into my baby.
au revoir. xo
And it is more noticeable than it looks.
And that I am obsessed with keeping this wall looking nice (as kon will know) and I legit cried when the lady smashed the vacuum cleaner into my baby.
au revoir. xo
Wednesday, 4 April 2012
Now is a perfect time not to believe superstition
Found a black spider this morning, and another in my bowl of cereal. Found like three the other day.
Someone is going to die, oh no, shit.
au revoir. xo
Death by guilt.
The guilt would consume you until you crumbled and lost everything that once meant something to you.
Then you would just spiral to your death through your depressive ways.
Either that, or you would be forgiven- but never trusted again, and you would have to live everyday in the shadows, never letting go and feeling happy, never feeling unconditional love.
I think your decision is already made for you, don't you?
But then there's that temptation that seeps into your mind and makes you question your outcome. And then deception forever begins, If Shakespeare has taught you anything, it's that temptation is a destructive force best left alone.
But it's still there, and it eats away at you endlessly until you find a way to stop it.
You need to find a way to stop it for it's NOT worth your happiness, you just need to keep telling yourself that and believe.
au revoir. xo
Then you would just spiral to your death through your depressive ways.
Either that, or you would be forgiven- but never trusted again, and you would have to live everyday in the shadows, never letting go and feeling happy, never feeling unconditional love.
I think your decision is already made for you, don't you?
But then there's that temptation that seeps into your mind and makes you question your outcome. And then deception forever begins, If Shakespeare has taught you anything, it's that temptation is a destructive force best left alone.
But it's still there, and it eats away at you endlessly until you find a way to stop it.
You need to find a way to stop it for it's NOT worth your happiness, you just need to keep telling yourself that and believe.
au revoir. xo
Tuesday, 3 April 2012
:)
"You made me feel special and loved and happy and kjhskjdksjds "
restdyughkjldrftyghulkjftyghjk.
au revoir. xo
"restdyughkjldrftyghulkjftyghjk.
au revoir. xo
Sunday, 1 April 2012
white shadows.
Last night I found myself wishing I was you.
As I looking into your eyes I though about how much better it would be.
It was the first time I had done that in nearly one and a half years.
Now, I can't judge but you're just so carefree all the time and you're always in control and you're motivated, and persistent, and nice, and lovely, and loved by all, and hip, and friends with everyone, and you know what you want, and you don't put up with nonsense, and you act on instinct, and you are just great in general.
And I'm a little jelly of you. I can't decide whether or not I feel this way because you're so chill about it or because it's actually bad for you.
That's why I reacted like a spazz last night and just went with it, that's why I didn't put any thought into my response.
But that's also what made you so goddam attractive in that moment.
I just don't know how I feel and what reasons I have.
But hey, I love you and you'll forever me mine. :)
au revoir. xo
As I looking into your eyes I though about how much better it would be.
It was the first time I had done that in nearly one and a half years.
Now, I can't judge but you're just so carefree all the time and you're always in control and you're motivated, and persistent, and nice, and lovely, and loved by all, and hip, and friends with everyone, and you know what you want, and you don't put up with nonsense, and you act on instinct, and you are just great in general.
And I'm a little jelly of you. I can't decide whether or not I feel this way because you're so chill about it or because it's actually bad for you.
That's why I reacted like a spazz last night and just went with it, that's why I didn't put any thought into my response.
But that's also what made you so goddam attractive in that moment.
I just don't know how I feel and what reasons I have.
But hey, I love you and you'll forever me mine. :)
au revoir. xo
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