Looking forward to finishing school this year because the amount of work I am expected to do is piling up and I am very behind and this causes stress in two of my classes which is unpleasant. Having said this, I very much enjoy school and am not looking forward to the sudden change next year however there is one hurdle I will have to overcome that is left once school finishes and literally the only thing that will make it better is time which makes me powerless and out of control which is not fab but I guess life goes on which I am a bit sick of saying because this backseat in life is starting to get old.
All of these sentences are very long and I also hope I get positive feedback on my essay tomorrow because I really tried and will be disappointed if I have to write a new one so close to assessment day because I know that was the best I could do.
Trying to remain calm about life and just push on when necessary and be happy with people when I'm not studying because no one likes a stress ball and I don't even want to be one.
And I really want to relax but will not sacrifice crucial time (yay go me for upholding #1 tip for VCE) and I hope I become a different person after school and am more carefree and don't think about everything because that is not cool.

Hope you enjoyed this constant stream of consciousness.

au revoir. xo