What could have been

Right now I was supposed to be sitting in my bed, in my re-arranged room. There was supposed to be a good vibe and a blossom tree stenciled onto the wall behind me. It would be warm, with the flickering candle the only source of light besides the glowing laptop. Instead, there was a harsh reality when i moved my bed this morning.
After intense motivation to finally clean up my room and remove various unnessities such as the microscope I had gotten for my birthday when I was about 10. Music pumping, the clean up was going well! I even vacuumed! Something I would normally risk doing for fear that I'd have to do the whole house afterwards. Anyway, back to the story. So, feeling light and boppy, much light the music my iPod was playing, I decided to move my bed into the centre of my room for a change. Big mistake, BIG! Not only did my room seem as minuscule as it actually was, but there was a patch of discoloured carpet. What. An. Understatement. It was black and damp and repulsive. It was mould. See,, this is one of those times where i regret having the room right next to the bathroom. Besides times when certain family members went for spontaneous showers at ridiculous times, it was relatively alright, until today.
My, this was supposed to be another rant however I am yet to get to the point!
Long story short, my room has been turned into a worksite and smells like the aromatic scent mold usually is. What was supposed to be a room with positive energy, now feels like a cheap hotel.

Instead of my original plan, I am now sitting on my fold out couch complaining to 'the world' about my shit day. Weeeew.

On a brighter note, my next post will be what my room was originally planned to look like and I shall disregard all of this and pretend like it never happened.

au revoir. xo

P.S Remember that avocado sandwich I mentioned? Well, my day was further spoilt when I decided to have one for breakfast this morning (around 4 in the afternoon..) and to my despair, we in fact have none as they were thrown out. fml.