For a while now, I have been craving something. It has been on the forefront of my mind but just out of reach. I have tried time and time again to pin-point what it is I wish for (not want, it's not absolutely necessary) and finally I have come to a conclusion.

A night of excitement with some unmentionables (literally, this could be anything from ice-cream to rocket ships -neither of those though) with this style music.

If this event does not occur however, the mental version will suffice for now, until it get's so unbearable that it must simply just happen!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86p-4WdlYcE

au revoir. xo

deep adorations

I adore the human body, the anatomy, the muscles, the way it moves and the textures it has. I should really explore this further but quite frankly 1:21am is not the time.

au revoir. xo

L said I shouldn't consume chocolate, I try to listen to them, they're usually thinking of me anyway.

au revoir. xo

Last night I had a very strange collection of dreams
people died (again)
things a small part of me would like but in a parallel universe occurred

and it made me feel all very odd when I awoke

and today I feel all sickly so I am in bed and about to revise for psych with my yummy baked milk and dramatic attitude

au revoir. xo

It's so strange to think of you in these times,

my stomach twirls in search of answers.

That's the most questionable part.

au revoir. xo

I am currently situated in the study centre, away from all the temptations. Somewhat 'safe'.

lol at me, what am I doing?

au revoir. xo

My dreams have been reduced to chickens being squashed flat in front of their friends and some little bird running away as well as things that could go wrong in a chem prac.
I think chem is ingrained into my brain. eurhp

au revoir. xo