I'm feeling de-motivationalized to do any holiday homework even though I must because I have ridiculous amounts to do.
I also want to see my friends, go out, actually live like it's the hyolidays.

But right now I don't feel like doing anything so I'm just going to watch some movies and then get up and do some more, only two little exercises for today :) And if I get that done, I am kind of where I should be.

On another note, I got my GESAC membership today. And then I realized I'd actually have to go to the gym. It's something about all those judging eyes that isn't very appealing. Well, if I go with a friend it shouldn't be too 'scary' and then eventually I shall go by myself. I just wish said friend could 100% go but as per usual, the world revolves around money, which everyone seems to be lacking. :(

So anywho, this poopy is going, and hoping to get up in higher spirits. :)

au revoir. xo

It's funny how things turn sour before they even have time to sweeten.

In other news, I had quite an enjoyable night with kon :) We didn't do much in particular, but that's the thing. We don't always need to be, his presence is enough.

I have also noticed that I have become a more scared person if that's possible, maybe paranoid, I don't know.

au revoir. xo

salmon om nom nomie

Parents are out, cooking dinner for kon, listening to Norah Jones.
Things are perfect right now. :)

I'm not even taking notice of how tired I am. :)

au revoir. xo

Avocado sandwich in hand, I scanned through my report. I'm pretty pleased and I'm pretty sure it's the highest it has been ! :)

A+ in psychology, woooooh ! And the rest are A's, B+'s and a B.

yaaaays :)

I know I can put more effort in next semester so this shall be good :)

au revoir.

I feel really good right now :)
Things are generally going my way after some time !
:) :)
I have noticed that if my parents aren't angry at each other or me, everything else falls into place :)

I'm going on Great Vic, getting a onsie, signing up to the gym, and actually doing homework with less procrastination and stress.
And I wake up feeling good, and my relationship with my boyfriend is better than when I'm mopey and withdraw, and I have a positive attitude on life, and I'm more social with my friends.

I know it won't last, but I'll try to make my positivity stay.

On another note, by joining up to the gym, my friend is more likely to come with me (SHE WILL COME WITH ME!) and that in turn makes her feel better about herself and more happy for some time I guess.
And we can buy food at the cafe sometimes, even though I am broke (working on that one) and it shall be great and I am really excited ! :)

Before, one of my main reasons of not signing up was that I didn't want judgement from people in the gym but for now I can avoid that section and then go when I feel confident/have an ounce of knowledge about equipment.

Yaaaaays :)

au revoir. xo

At some point I COULD ride my bike to get there but we'll save that as a last resort.

Oh yeah, and my parents are so sneaky with money ! We managed to waive the joining fee, get a free session  and save over $500 a year with our health fund (obviously I need to attend the gym to improve my back -which is partly true)

I tend to talk more when I'm happy, like non-stop.

Okay so I have come up with two possible topics for the english oral.
The first is that organ donors should be automatic unless one chooses to opt out.
I prefer this point but my teacher suggested it to me, knowing that someone in another class is doing it but I think I could make some great points on it, I just don't want it too seem like I am copying the other person.
Not too sure how engage the class though.
The second is that prisoners should/should not be used for medical research and/or experiments. (Haven't decided my view on this as of yet and I need to do some more research)
However, I could start of by pin-pointing someone in the class and making them a prisoner ;) hahha and elaborate on that somehow.

Ehh, I think I'll just email her now and see where to go from there :)

au revoir. xo

edit: Got a little carried away with english (not that I did much) but it has given me a positive outlook on it so hopefully that will mean I put in effort and don't procrastinate ! :)

now to tackle down on methods, shower and perhaps take a little trip down to GESAC !

So far today I have:

•  finished off general homework (one exercise)
• finished the Amityville Horror
• fixed my tumblr font
• set up a new sim for my phone
• bought a micro SD card for it

All I have left is:

• spend 30mins at most trying to find an english topic
• a few exercises of methods
• watch zombieland at 9:30
• TRY to copy out some methods notes

au revoir. xo