Correspondance

One of the many quirky emails dad sends me on a daily basis, it's great :)

please note the subject title: where is the roll hidden?

:)

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In the last few days my waist and hips have gotten a little smaller but my weight has gone up :/
Not sure how I feel about this so I am going on a run tomorrow seeing as my ribs are a little sore so I don't want to kill myself -as my maths teacher would say !

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Besides the weight gain, I'm a little proud :) (I weight like a hippo now though but I shant be all ano and starve and give up just yet :) )

Holidays haven't begun and I am already 90% booked, oh gosh !
To-do list coming up soon !

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Adore it when new shows come out three days before exams, absolutely amazing.
BUT OH MY GOSH TEEN WOLF IS COMING OUT SOON AND I WATCHED THE TRAILER AND IT LOOKS LEGIT SCARY, IN COMPARISON TO LAST SEASON AND THERE IS MORE DEPTH AND PASSION AND aghhh, this is also the time I remember Kon pinky promised to watch it all with me  :) :)

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I feel like I could have put in more effort for this weeks tests. I know all the topics, it't just the fine details that I needed to perfect. I feel as if I did just that little more, I would achieve what I strove for. It's disappointing and I really want to dwell on it but I am moving on :)

Also, how is it I have no problem whipping up a 621 word essay  in like 20minutes but can't write an english-based one to save my life? Oh gosh, come on brain, you can write, so write in quality when I need you to !

On a side note, I love blogging, it's a great feeling of release and I even considered something english-based in uni today (not for that reason) :O Who knows, we shall see. Seems like kind of a waste of my other subjects but who knows what will happen.

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My silly brother playing around on my webcam.

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Just a few things

1. I really need to start to going to sleep earlier
2. Moments ago I looked at myself in the mirror to try and convince myself that I wasn't as big as I perceived to be
3. I took a photo of myself
4. And realized I was right, I am disgusted with my body now. There's nothing I like about it anymore, because nothing looks nice anymore
5. I feel like such a scene kid with my straight dark hair and black jumper
6. Konrad gave me his jumper today and it smells like him :)
7. It is also like 3 sizes smaller than my other hoodie
8. This is me as of now

9. I am going to badly on my tests tomorrow, and the day after
10. I need to study heaps for exams but will probably end up putting it off or something
11. I need to catch up on methods badly but that is the least of my worries
12. I am still massively sad about coldplay. :'(
13. I am going to try to eat healthy and exercise for as long as I can before I slip into unhealthy ways. (only if I don't find time to exercise, heh..)
14. I need to get all my shit together.
 and 15. I love Konrad very much and I even capitalized his name for once because he is truly amazing.

au revoir. xo