I wanted the world to know, so refer to the tumblr link. (:
http://theroadthatleadstonowhere.tumblr.com/post/10769914626/confessionsofalunatic
au revoir. xo
Thursday, 29 September 2011
Wednesday, 21 September 2011
My little frankenstein.
I've decided to help a friend. No, not as in the let-me-hold-this-for-you kind of help, but a lifestyle change.
He was having a hard time with something in his life and smoking was the way out, sadly.
I had been trying to make him stop for a while now however I found that my words of 'extreme encouragement' fell on deaf ears.
So now, we have a deal. I'm going to help him quit. One drawback, he's not trying the gum and the rest of the 'mumbo jumbo'. To be honest, that's such a cute saying !
But here's the really sad part. He ran up to me at school today. Yes, that's right. Ran. So anyway, he had the biggest smile spread across his face while he said, "So Liz, are you really going to help me?" That made me feel really sad. It showed me how much he really wanted this, but didn't know how to help himself. It's odd to think that people who appear quite masculine on the exterior still need our help. I also can't believe that I was the one that finally told him I would help him to get better. There are in fact many people who are much closer to him that didn't even think of stopping him.
He's really excited now. And I don't joke when I say that he said, "Thank you so much ! If it works I'll actually do anything for you." Wow, looks like I have quite the job on my hands!
But its okay, because I shall not give up untill I have tried EVERYTHING to help him, to see a new person full of new opportunities in life and more years to live.
In a funny way he will be like my little frankenstein. (:
Looking forward to it! Now, if only he would agree to waking up earlier than half an hour before school starts so that I could actually talk to him about this.
au revoir. xo
He was having a hard time with something in his life and smoking was the way out, sadly.
I had been trying to make him stop for a while now however I found that my words of 'extreme encouragement' fell on deaf ears.
So now, we have a deal. I'm going to help him quit. One drawback, he's not trying the gum and the rest of the 'mumbo jumbo'. To be honest, that's such a cute saying !
But here's the really sad part. He ran up to me at school today. Yes, that's right. Ran. So anyway, he had the biggest smile spread across his face while he said, "So Liz, are you really going to help me?" That made me feel really sad. It showed me how much he really wanted this, but didn't know how to help himself. It's odd to think that people who appear quite masculine on the exterior still need our help. I also can't believe that I was the one that finally told him I would help him to get better. There are in fact many people who are much closer to him that didn't even think of stopping him.
He's really excited now. And I don't joke when I say that he said, "Thank you so much ! If it works I'll actually do anything for you." Wow, looks like I have quite the job on my hands!
But its okay, because I shall not give up untill I have tried EVERYTHING to help him, to see a new person full of new opportunities in life and more years to live.
In a funny way he will be like my little frankenstein. (:
Looking forward to it! Now, if only he would agree to waking up earlier than half an hour before school starts so that I could actually talk to him about this.
au revoir. xo
Tuesday, 20 September 2011
Fringe frenzy !
arrrrrrrgggghhhhh
erutvioenrutireoytviremtyercmnhverticvrstgyu5ytuiytrsl !!
now that I have expressed most of my rage I shall begin with the actual post..
Firstly, right now I should be doing my mass amount of assignments due tomorrow. I had motivation earlier, I swear! You know how you have those times when you think you're finally going to conquer those tedious homework tasks for once as go to bed at an acceptable time? Well, I had one of those moments today. Except as per usual, it also happened to be one of those times when I was in the middle of school and couldn't actual fulfill my motivation!
So then I came home and of course, poof* motivation lost. So after this post I shall battle it out with myself to get some work done.
So anyway, I am a completely shallow person and my life runs on my view of my appearance in the morning. I think I've mentioned this before but heck! I'll mention it again! If i feel good about myself in the morning my day will be good, if not....well, you understand.
So I mentally planned out that tomorrow would be a good day, or as good as it could be with the situations at hand. I even decided to look beyond the face that my face was at a debatable presentability and that i had like two hours of tennis after school and no time with the boyfriend. Whilst on that note, I haven't spent time with him for a while now.. Last Thursday was the last time I was with him after school, but even then it was somewhat strained! And I'll have you know that I was planning to chill with him this Thursday- literally only day until the 4th of October. I know, shit girlfriend that I am... busy busy. Wait a sec? Then why isn't my homework done? heh.
So back to the situation. I had planned to wear a cute little bracelet given to me by my best friend and one of the few rings that still fit my weirdly shrunken fingers. Oh yeah, and I was also going to use this awesome-smelling <side note, just found that I have cake on my skirt> jelly soap shower gel thing that my other friend got me for my birthday that smells like candy and makes people want to eat you.. So that was great, and then I was also supposed to get a haircut today, which I did.
Now now, it was only supposed to be a TRIM to get it back to how it was a month ago. WHY OH WHY WAS IT NOT?! I'm not joking, I have no idea what the lady was thinking. Before getting a fringe I promised that I would at no point have a short choppy fringe that makes me look like some kind of masculine lesbian.
I look like a masculine lesbian. Now don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that.. except that's not the look I was trying to achieve.
This is what it was supposed to look like:
Now, before you pass out from looking at this amazing person, it's no one special, just me. Or rather, it WAS me before my hairdresser decided to ruin my life for the next two months. Two months, you see that people? TWO MONTHS IS HOW LONG I HAVE TO WAIT FOR THIS NONSENSE! So that's, 8 weeks or about 40 school days until I look like a normal person again, LOOKIN' FORWARD TO IT ! -.-"
So anyway, I guess you want to know what it looks like seeing as I'm not going to wear it out until it grows to a decent length and I get it cut straight across, not this 'choppy' bullshit.
Oh yeah, forgot to mention something, she decided that I didn't want my mid-length bangs anymore even though I specifically told her that I did, thank and you.
So here's what it looks like now, I think... I'm actually not sure as I put it up in a braid the moment I got home!
erutvioenrutireoytviremtyercmnhverticvrstgyu5ytuiytrsl !!
now that I have expressed most of my rage I shall begin with the actual post..
Firstly, right now I should be doing my mass amount of assignments due tomorrow. I had motivation earlier, I swear! You know how you have those times when you think you're finally going to conquer those tedious homework tasks for once as go to bed at an acceptable time? Well, I had one of those moments today. Except as per usual, it also happened to be one of those times when I was in the middle of school and couldn't actual fulfill my motivation!
So then I came home and of course, poof* motivation lost. So after this post I shall battle it out with myself to get some work done.
So anyway, I am a completely shallow person and my life runs on my view of my appearance in the morning. I think I've mentioned this before but heck! I'll mention it again! If i feel good about myself in the morning my day will be good, if not....well, you understand.
So I mentally planned out that tomorrow would be a good day, or as good as it could be with the situations at hand. I even decided to look beyond the face that my face was at a debatable presentability and that i had like two hours of tennis after school and no time with the boyfriend. Whilst on that note, I haven't spent time with him for a while now.. Last Thursday was the last time I was with him after school, but even then it was somewhat strained! And I'll have you know that I was planning to chill with him this Thursday- literally only day until the 4th of October. I know, shit girlfriend that I am... busy busy. Wait a sec? Then why isn't my homework done? heh.
So back to the situation. I had planned to wear a cute little bracelet given to me by my best friend and one of the few rings that still fit my weirdly shrunken fingers. Oh yeah, and I was also going to use this awesome-smelling <side note, just found that I have cake on my skirt> jelly soap shower gel thing that my other friend got me for my birthday that smells like candy and makes people want to eat you.. So that was great, and then I was also supposed to get a haircut today, which I did.
Now now, it was only supposed to be a TRIM to get it back to how it was a month ago. WHY OH WHY WAS IT NOT?! I'm not joking, I have no idea what the lady was thinking. Before getting a fringe I promised that I would at no point have a short choppy fringe that makes me look like some kind of masculine lesbian.
I look like a masculine lesbian. Now don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that.. except that's not the look I was trying to achieve.
This is what it was supposed to look like:
So anyway, I guess you want to know what it looks like seeing as I'm not going to wear it out until it grows to a decent length and I get it cut straight across, not this 'choppy' bullshit.
Oh yeah, forgot to mention something, she decided that I didn't want my mid-length bangs anymore even though I specifically told her that I did, thank and you.
So here's what it looks like now, I think... I'm actually not sure as I put it up in a braid the moment I got home!
See what I mean now?
So just then I ran off to the bathroom to give the fringe a second chance, I blow-dryed it flat and decided...that it's too short, great.
Well, see you guys in a month (in reference to this topic) when I'll hopefully *fingers crossed* like my hair!
au revoir. xo
Wednesday, 17 August 2011
new mindset.
So today we had a 'thinklean' program at school. It was valued at $399 and yet we get to use if for free for a year. The man assured us that it was a well-known success. Well then sir, why have I never heard of it? yes, that's what I thought..
Long story short, as with most of these things, it's a sham. I mean seriously, the online program we use could just as easily be replicated for FREE on paper or just simply on word or something of the likes.. There was even this section called "My Diary", pfft, like I'm going to write all my personal things down there..that's why I have a blog ! However through the droning words which just seemed to be screaming 'money, money, MONEY' at us, there was one semi-good line -"Never. Give. Up". Hence my new mindset to be happy and enjoy life for as long as I can and then if the time comes and I fall back into a slum..well I'll sulk for a bit and then bounce back up and get on with things ! :) unless something truly horrible happens...
On a brighter note, today was a good day. School was pretty much a bludge with the sessions taking up half the day and then some pointless English debate with free lollies ! XD
Later, and I'm not going to go through all of this as that would be a little weird for people to read and kind of boring too but as I was waiting for my bus, soaked, there were about 10 cars beeping at another. I was actually quite petty. Like come on man ! Just wait for it to turn, clearly it wont turn any faster if you beep. -.-
Oh yeah, I also went to my boiffs house (prime example of pre-teen language right there, it makes me cringe when I read things like that) but that's another story...
And then last but not least I came home and there was a cute little parcel waiting for me on the table (I love spontaneous gifts, no matter how small.. they are an instant mood-raiser!).
Such a pointless post but I just felt like sharing, one-time only offer. ha-ha ha-ha ha.
au revoir. xo
P.S. LOVING LIFE ! :)
Long story short, as with most of these things, it's a sham. I mean seriously, the online program we use could just as easily be replicated for FREE on paper or just simply on word or something of the likes.. There was even this section called "My Diary", pfft, like I'm going to write all my personal things down there..that's why I have a blog ! However through the droning words which just seemed to be screaming 'money, money, MONEY' at us, there was one semi-good line -"Never. Give. Up". Hence my new mindset to be happy and enjoy life for as long as I can and then if the time comes and I fall back into a slum..well I'll sulk for a bit and then bounce back up and get on with things ! :) unless something truly horrible happens...
On a brighter note, today was a good day. School was pretty much a bludge with the sessions taking up half the day and then some pointless English debate with free lollies ! XD
Later, and I'm not going to go through all of this as that would be a little weird for people to read and kind of boring too but as I was waiting for my bus, soaked, there were about 10 cars beeping at another. I was actually quite petty. Like come on man ! Just wait for it to turn, clearly it wont turn any faster if you beep. -.-
Oh yeah, I also went to my boiffs house (prime example of pre-teen language right there, it makes me cringe when I read things like that) but that's another story...
And then last but not least I came home and there was a cute little parcel waiting for me on the table (I love spontaneous gifts, no matter how small.. they are an instant mood-raiser!).
Such a pointless post but I just felt like sharing, one-time only offer. ha-ha ha-ha ha.
au revoir. xo
P.S. LOVING LIFE ! :)
Monday, 15 August 2011
lolstickle sticks !
As stated many times before I supposedly do not write for others...
So here's your mentionpops William DJ.
Maybe one day I'll listen to my own rules ! :)
au revoir. xo
So here's your mention
Maybe one day I'll listen to my own rules ! :)
au revoir. xo
Sunday, 14 August 2011
Optimism = freedom
Today two important people to me said that they're sick of all the depressing posts and thoughts and actions etc. I can't be bothered arguing with them so I'm taking the easy way out.
I'm going to try and be happy happy happy from this day forth. Yes, once in a while I'll be all anti-people but so what?
:) <-- marks the beginning.
au revoir. xo
P.S. I feel as if I have forgotten what this blog is really about so I shall return to my old style soon. :)
I'm going to try and be happy happy happy from this day forth. Yes, once in a while I'll be all anti-people but so what?
:) <-- marks the beginning.
au revoir. xo
P.S. I feel as if I have forgotten what this blog is really about so I shall return to my old style soon. :)
Friday, 12 August 2011
Smile once in a while
Today my boyfriend complimented me, just something simple and yet it made me feel so special. <3
au revoir. xo
au revoir. xo
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