Always, ALWAYS with the lazy eye.
au revoir. xo
Monday, 9 July 2012
Sunday, 8 July 2012
vampire delights
Legitimately some of the questions on the blood donor form, hmmm...
Irrelevant but I also just had a conversation with someone, and neither of us knew who the other was O.o
au revoir. xo
Irrelevant but I also just had a conversation with someone, and neither of us knew who the other was O.o
au revoir. xo
so many underlying meanings, clearly.
why do they play just the one Dead Letter Circus song on radio? why why why why.
Anywho, dream of the day !
I found myself and one other on a boat. I mean, one of those little boats that are attached to a large ship such as a cruise liner (this one resembled more of a military style but that's not really important). So we were sitting down and as the other person was moving over some rope, I noticed there was some (human) blood as they took no care and sat right in it.
Moments later, we heard a helicopter so we started to scream as loud as we could and flair our arms about (now that I come to think of it, helicopters make a lot of noise, how on earth would they even hear us?)
Then a rescue boat arrived (just looked like a normal boat) and we were instructed to swim over to it which was about 20 metres.
When we got there however, they suddenly claimed they didn't have enough space for two people even though they clearly did. But we didn't argue. (Oh yeah, so the aim was to get away from the large ship as soon as possible -guess it was going to blow up or something equally as disastrous)
So from this little ship we swam to the big rescue one (seriously, it was just normal people) and once we got onto it, some man was like, "Congratulations, you just swam 320 metres". Now, let's just get a few things straight, I just swam an extra 300 metres with ease, and I am not a strong swimmer in real life, hmmm...
This is where the somewhat strange part comes in. We knew these people and this man who was congratulating us seemed to be a close friend of mine. So close that at some point he started to hold my hand. I felt slightly uneasy about this so I just tried to make sure no one else saw.
Then we got back to land and appeared at school which wasn't running so I guess it was a weekend. This man turned out to be a teacher...... he was in his 30's............ I don't know what was going on there but I kept letting go of his hand (at school) as he kept grabbing it (in a nice way) because I'm pretty sure that's not too legal so hmmmm....
Oh and ps, I am most certainly not into any 30 year olds, the only guy I am into is 17 (and a half-almost) :)
just in case assumptions were forming ^^
I wasn't going to share the last part but I decided to document it.
I also had another dream which was located in Myer and a few friends of mine were there, and they were under the influence of drugs (lol) and I was bringing them water like the great friend I am (woke up, and realized dehydration doesn't occur with that drug, heh, it worked fine in the dream though, pheww)
At some point Grace turned up but I kind of waved her away (I was being friendly in that moment :P ) and then kon and oli appeared and I gave him a little kiss (twice) and then had to get back to finding these friends of mine who conveniently kept moving around.
And here's the strange part, one of the guys was someone I follow on tumblr, but I'm pretty sure he's gay in real life but none the less I thought he hated me at the start of the dream, but it turns out he just wanted to take drugs and I was unintentionally being a human obstacle by talking to his friends.
There was also ANOTHER dream, in an alley way but I do not recall that one.
au revoir. xo
P.S I am listening to "pursuit of happiness" by Kid Cudi :)
Anywho, dream of the day !
I found myself and one other on a boat. I mean, one of those little boats that are attached to a large ship such as a cruise liner (this one resembled more of a military style but that's not really important). So we were sitting down and as the other person was moving over some rope, I noticed there was some (human) blood as they took no care and sat right in it.
Moments later, we heard a helicopter so we started to scream as loud as we could and flair our arms about (now that I come to think of it, helicopters make a lot of noise, how on earth would they even hear us?)
Then a rescue boat arrived (just looked like a normal boat) and we were instructed to swim over to it which was about 20 metres.
When we got there however, they suddenly claimed they didn't have enough space for two people even though they clearly did. But we didn't argue. (Oh yeah, so the aim was to get away from the large ship as soon as possible -guess it was going to blow up or something equally as disastrous)
So from this little ship we swam to the big rescue one (seriously, it was just normal people) and once we got onto it, some man was like, "Congratulations, you just swam 320 metres". Now, let's just get a few things straight, I just swam an extra 300 metres with ease, and I am not a strong swimmer in real life, hmmm...
This is where the somewhat strange part comes in. We knew these people and this man who was congratulating us seemed to be a close friend of mine. So close that at some point he started to hold my hand. I felt slightly uneasy about this so I just tried to make sure no one else saw.
Then we got back to land and appeared at school which wasn't running so I guess it was a weekend. This man turned out to be a teacher...... he was in his 30's............ I don't know what was going on there but I kept letting go of his hand (at school) as he kept grabbing it (in a nice way) because I'm pretty sure that's not too legal so hmmmm....
Oh and ps, I am most certainly not into any 30 year olds, the only guy I am into is 17 (and a half-almost) :)
just in case assumptions were forming ^^
I wasn't going to share the last part but I decided to document it.
I also had another dream which was located in Myer and a few friends of mine were there, and they were under the influence of drugs (lol) and I was bringing them water like the great friend I am (woke up, and realized dehydration doesn't occur with that drug, heh, it worked fine in the dream though, pheww)
At some point Grace turned up but I kind of waved her away (I was being friendly in that moment :P ) and then kon and oli appeared and I gave him a little kiss (twice) and then had to get back to finding these friends of mine who conveniently kept moving around.
And here's the strange part, one of the guys was someone I follow on tumblr, but I'm pretty sure he's gay in real life but none the less I thought he hated me at the start of the dream, but it turns out he just wanted to take drugs and I was unintentionally being a human obstacle by talking to his friends.
There was also ANOTHER dream, in an alley way but I do not recall that one.
au revoir. xo
P.S I am listening to "pursuit of happiness" by Kid Cudi :)
Saturday, 7 July 2012
gym gym gym gym that's all I hear you say !
Just came back from my second spin class !
Right from the beginning I was already dying from where the seat comes into contact with my temple (ie. my body, because 'my body is a temple'). However once I got into it, I could barely notice which was good :)
During the first spin class, my base gear was 1 (doesn't get any lower folks), my first gear was about 3, second gear was about 5 and top gear was about 11.
Today my base gear was 8, first gear was 11, second about 15 and top gear was 18/19 !! :) (and I was barely ever on base gear, about 3 minutes out of the 45min class)
Now I don't know, maybe it was the bike but it felt pretty good to look at the gear and be able to turn it up that much. If it was the bike, then none the less, massive confidence boost ! (This now explains how the middle-aged man next to me in the last class was on base gear 11)
I was also going to do a yoga class but dad was driving past and I wasn't too fond of walking home so another time perhaps :)
I know my gym routine isn't very effective and I may be judged or scrutinized by whoever, however I am putting effort in, I am actually going to the gym for whatever exercise and I am proud of myself for that :)
Proud that I am doing something to change what I don't like, to feel better about myself.
As soon as I feel comfortable in the gym, I will do more effective things to get faster results, however I am happy to just find my feet at the moment :)
Gone are the days of not eating properly, because I much prefer to be a little more 'human-sized' than what the scales may say. Because yeah, I'm a slightly different composition but at least it's healthy ! And I can walk around with a smile on my face, confidence in my belt (do people even carry things in their belt?) and I am not putting myself at risk ! :) Oh yeah, and eat food which I'm rather fond of !
On another note, I have the worst neck cramp. It's at the front, to the side. You know when you turn your head and you can feel that muscle sticking out if you touch it? Bingo, ouchies !!
Actually not gym related though, I think I slept in a funky position.
anywho, I am going to make pancakes for breakfast (mum wanted them, I swear !)
au revoir. xo
Right from the beginning I was already dying from where the seat comes into contact with my temple (ie. my body, because 'my body is a temple'). However once I got into it, I could barely notice which was good :)
During the first spin class, my base gear was 1 (doesn't get any lower folks), my first gear was about 3, second gear was about 5 and top gear was about 11.
Today my base gear was 8, first gear was 11, second about 15 and top gear was 18/19 !! :) (and I was barely ever on base gear, about 3 minutes out of the 45min class)
Now I don't know, maybe it was the bike but it felt pretty good to look at the gear and be able to turn it up that much. If it was the bike, then none the less, massive confidence boost ! (This now explains how the middle-aged man next to me in the last class was on base gear 11)
I was also going to do a yoga class but dad was driving past and I wasn't too fond of walking home so another time perhaps :)
I know my gym routine isn't very effective and I may be judged or scrutinized by whoever, however I am putting effort in, I am actually going to the gym for whatever exercise and I am proud of myself for that :)
Proud that I am doing something to change what I don't like, to feel better about myself.
As soon as I feel comfortable in the gym, I will do more effective things to get faster results, however I am happy to just find my feet at the moment :)
Gone are the days of not eating properly, because I much prefer to be a little more 'human-sized' than what the scales may say. Because yeah, I'm a slightly different composition but at least it's healthy ! And I can walk around with a smile on my face, confidence in my belt (do people even carry things in their belt?) and I am not putting myself at risk ! :) Oh yeah, and eat food which I'm rather fond of !
On another note, I have the worst neck cramp. It's at the front, to the side. You know when you turn your head and you can feel that muscle sticking out if you touch it? Bingo, ouchies !!
Actually not gym related though, I think I slept in a funky position.
anywho, I am going to make pancakes for breakfast (mum wanted them, I swear !)
au revoir. xo
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