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I'm done.

Today was a little bit of a mess. I woke up later than I hoped, spent some time on the phone and just got distracted overall which I cannot seem to conquer !
However, my work station was kind of organised (only because I was on the main table seeing as my table is too messy, oh the irony!)

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that little roll-looking thing is in fact a crepe with hazelnut stuff inside (pretty much nutella)
But anyways, I don't think spending 6 hours on english is very productive. I don't even know what I did that whole time- well I do but it's embarrassing to the studious world.
Not seeing any productivity happening tomorrow either, but I really need to get all this revision done !

Okay so I have 1.5 days to do the following:

• physics summary sheet
• 2 physics practice exams
• Nuclear radioactivity test (should be pretty easy)
• General complex numbers booklet (like 5 pages lol)
• Search through my general textbook to find stuff that's not in the revision pack because my teacher is a derp
• Look through past physics papers and tests to find mistakes and mentally correct them/put them on my summary sheet
• Wake up at 8am on thursday so I don't waste the whole day again !

And then the panic of I-have-to-learn-2-hard-chapters-for-chem steps in after Friday's exams ! eeeeep.

I'm such a stress-head but I just need to get through it all !

Oh, and I have like 5 exercises of methods due on friday but I am just going to try and avoid my teacher for another two weeks so that I have time to do it without detracting from valuable study time. Actually, I could hand it in now but I don't really fancy a medium mark when I have tried so hard to do EVERY question instead of every like three, like most other people.

I have such a fun life at the moment !

I don't really mind studying, its the motivation and perseverance to do so that's the issue !

Also, I haven't had that bath I have been dying to, but I can just imagine lying there thinking about how much time I am wasting and not studying so I think it will be a while before it happens, which is a shame. :(

And I don't know whether to go to school normal time tomorrow to study in the library or come later. The only thing is, it's such a hassle and so time-consuming to get my own transport to school. Some days I actually consider calling a cab !

Anyways, I am off to sleep not too late so if I wake up feeling fresh tomorrow then I shall go early and if not, well we shall see what happens ! (It's times like these I wish now was the time mum didn't work, instead she is busy turning the power on and off -no joke, she did it again today because she was trying to fix the washing machine even though she probably blew the power connector thing yesterday while she was messing around, such a derp I swear)

I am oh so thirsty for orange juice so I shall have to leave this here.

au revoir. xo

P.S. colouring summary sheet titles red to make the red an even shade, the next level of procrastination.

I have no idea how I type these posts out so fast but it takes me over an hour to write a proper english essay -.- Rhetorical statement.

Is it wrong to half-conform to gender stereotypes?
Then again, if both people are contributing equally in a relationship, financially speaking, then is that conforming to stereotypes or breaking them?
I certainly know that I will not be a housewife who cooks dinner and cleans everything, I'd rather those tasks be split equally.
Nor am I an advocate for just one person being financially stable because there's that little element of trust that I can simply never give away. All kinds of things happen. Call me naïve or close-minded, but money is undoubtedly one of the most important things to sustain life. Take note, I said one of, not the.

Also, I am very interested to find a person who can explain to me the downfall of getting a pre-nup. Like, maybe I am being close-minded but I struggle to find a negative. If for some reason a couple separates then BAM hello savior pre-nup. If you're so very confident that the relationship will last, in circumstances where marriage is a result of love, not money, then why object to a pre-nup? I mean, if you're going to be with that person for the rest of your life anyway, then the pre-nup will have no involvement in anything anyway. Can you really find a non self-beneficial reason for someone not to get one?
As someone who plans to be both financially and career stable as an individual, I do not want someone leeching off me on top of any heartbreak and life-crisis' I may face.
I have a friend who is involved in a situation like this and I see that the repercussions of bumming and financial instability continue into the next generation and affect the children too.
and no, kon. This is NOT about you in any way, or our relationship for that matter, it is just a general thought so no need to freak out if you are doing so :)

Also, I would like to note that I am currently in the midst of whipping up an english essay for tomorrows exam which is about this very thing !

Sidenote, passion pit is amazing.

That is all for now, but expect another post later on tonight ! :)

au revoir. xo

When i finally tone up, you may all refer to me as the lean bean. :)

au revoir. xo

Came home and slept for like two hours, woke up and did 30 mins of study. Obviously enough so I'm off to sleep earlyish so I don't end up pulling an allnighter ! :)

au revoir. xo

Is it bad that I read 'therapist' as 'the rapist' while looking through my dash on tumblr? :P

I'm legit living in a mental institute.
Other than all the crazy shit my mother does, she has taken to turning the power off which activates the house alarm. She knows this might I add, so then while it's going off she yells about how stupid everyone is for installing it and covering her ears. It's like, no shit Sherlock, the alarm is there for a reason so what the fuck are you doing?

I also find it perfectly reasonable to start exam revision at 10:30pm (I don't have school tomorrow though, tehehe so sneaky!)

au revoir. xo